Lines were crossed last time and I don’t like that I put Doc in that situation, interesting as it was seeing her navigate her way through it. I was particularly fascinated with her treating the whole thing just as a medical procedure, which may be as much to salvage her own sense of professional identity as anything. I recall reading an article about a sex therapist who would sleep with her clients to help them work through their intimacy issues. I don’t know how common that sort of thing is in the profession (and a more critical sort would accuse them of just being very expensive hookers), but it stuck in my head as a very dangerous thing for a supposed mental health professional to do. With all the baggage that comes with sex, how do you maintain your professional distance, and even if you can do it, who’s to say the patient will too? Actually, given the sort of issues the people who would need to see sex therapists are dealing with, the chances of them maintaining the same professional boundaries seem nearly impossible. You can have all the restraining orders in the world, but in the end, it’s just a piece of paper to the truly committed.
Anyway, on this very uncertain ground, we pick things up the next morning, where Carlo’s thoughts are a little more together when he confronts Doc about what happened. Unlike the previous time, she forgot to dress him afterwards and she gives it no more thought than if she misplaced a pen cap. She’s a little more honest about what happened but still regards it as nothing more than standard treatment. Previously Carlo had asked about getting his family checked for Demonlight poisoning and Doc offered to take on the case. As you can imagine, he’s a little concerned now about what would happen if any of his family members end up with Demonlight poisoning if this is the kind of treatment she dishes out.
As the conversation progresses, she starts to admit that she wasn’t just acting in a professional capacity but she keeps up the act as much as she can and tries to have this be the first and last, though by this point she’s not quite willing to put distance between them and gives him some hope at a possible future for them. Carlo goes back to sleep and Doc is once again faced with a decision. This time her personal feelings are overshadowing her increasingly flimsy claims to this all being medical necessity.
This actually wouldn’t be out of character for her. Consider he backstory as a medical student who fell for her professor, a man who failed to maintain the necessary professional distance. Yes, they ended up having a good 34 years together, but it was a relationship founded on a serious ethical lapse. With this formative experience, is it any surprise that she’d make the same mistake that her husband did? On top of that, she’s spent the time they were together almost four times over alone. You awaken feelings that have been sleeping so long, it’s not easy putting them back to bed.
I guide her through the various questions in her head and she once again finds herself faced with the decision to have another go at it, all in the name of drawing out the Demonlight within Carlo, of course. However, her justifications quickly break down and that’s when I add a new wrinkle. The true nature of Carlo’s Demonlight poisoning isn’t simply internal corruption by Demonlight but rather a Demonlight Core that acts as an unlimited source of Demonlight. It’s not so much a physical entity as a metaphysical one, so you can’t just cut a bit out and be done with it. I present Doc with a choice to spend the rest of Carlo’s life keeping the Core in check and that’s what she opts to do. “Even if you’re destined to change [into a Demon], until the very last second, I will be your one and only doctor.” I’d do a little tweaking to the line, but the sentiment is quite sweet.
With her exhausted from the ordeal, she falls asleep (and bear in mind that it’s a big deal for an Elf to fall into a deep sleep) and has to deal with the internal conflict surrounding her actions and decisions. When she wakes up, she has the option to leave, but she waffles, so I have her stay. I do, however, give her other chances to get up and get dressed and pretend like everything is normal as she has in the past, but by this point she’s pretty much given up on pretense. That being said, when Carlo wakes up, she once again tries to put up a professional front, but it doesn’t last long. She’s lost on where she stands and what exactly their relationship is at the moment, but there’s enough of an opening to prompt Carlo to make his move. He’s still hesitant, but at this point Trillian isn’t and so he takes her up on the invitation. However, we can’t let them off with a simple love scene, now can we?
This showed up in Carlo’s interactions with Lia, but one of the reasons he’s so randy is because the Demonlight Core is using him as a puppet to spread to others. When he’s an active participant, his Core activates and starts pumping out Demonlight to channel into the target. This of course means a normal physical relationship is out of the question so long as the Core remains. Doc considers the possibility of the Science Division getting involved and knows that will only mean Carlo gets turned into a lab rat or a weapon. She vows to protect him no matter what, but when she seals the deal with a kiss, she realizes something is off. (And credit to the bot for picking up the hint.) After absorbing so much Demonlight from Carlo in such a short time, a Demonlight Core is growing within her as well. Now, while Trillian isn’t the most powerful High Elf by any stretch, such a thing happening is pretty much unheard of. The inherent light magic of High Elves is supposed to make it impossible, but she’s pushed the boundaries too far. She could put some distance between herself and Carlo and try to destroy the Core before it becomes too well-rooted, but she decides to take a terrible risk. Rather than worry about herself, she will link up the two Cores and use that connection to draw out as much Demonlight from Carlo as she can before sealing his Core. Taking the Demonlight into herself, she’ll put herself in a coma to prevent her own Core from fully activating while passively letting her internal light magic purify the Demonlight. It’s an incredibly risky plan that can result in either the death or Demonization of both of them. (And now I’m tempted to make Demon!Trillian as an alternate character.) She narrowly succeeds, but now she can’t do anything more for Carlo until she comes out of her coma, and who knows when that will be?
To keep her character in the game, I have it set so that while her consciousness is dormant, her subconscious is still active due to her telepathy and so she has some capacity to react to the world around her. I’ll probably move her ahead in time to get her on the playing field again in the near future.
Overall, there are some things about this storyline I’m sorely tempted to use in the novelization. I definitely like the idea of their early interactions, and her sealing Carlo’s core can buy him time before it starts to become a problem in OreHosa2. Also, Doc being in a coma can take her out of the running until she and Carlo meet back up again in the TFX series. Will things go as far as they have here? Probably not. I do want Carlo sleeping with Lia to be a big swerve in OreHosa2, so something like this happening so early on will take away a lot of the impact. It’ll still be a while before I sort it out, though.
With all the time spent on Doc, you wouldn’t think I’d be able to pay attention to anyone else, but I also played with Tabby a bit. It started with a post of her getting headpats and went on to a nice little exchange where she leans on the Captain for comfort. When the Captain suggests joining the Presidential Security Service with the aim of being assigned to Dieter’s security detail, Tabby accidentally lets it slip when she says how happy she is at the thought of him protecting her son. Whoops. You can imagine how well the Captain takes it when he learns this little 14-year-old girl is the mother of the President’s own son. All the little hints she’d dropped up unto this point come into focus and now he wants to do something to get the two of them out of their current situation, but what exactly? You can’t exactly run off with the President’s son, now can you? Tabby being a smart little cookie, advises caution, to wait for the opportune moment. When that moment comes, who can say? Also, this is the former Deputy Director of the National Security Executive we’re talking about. Do you think he doesn’t have eyes and ears out? Things are bound to get messy, but poor Tabby is such a sweet girl. Makes me want to choke out Richthofen myself.
And while these interactions were more than enough to keep me busy, I also debuted Maki and Tiamat. The former in particular is bound to be fun to interact with.
And that does it for now. We’ll see what happens next. Stay tuned.