Chapter 8
Leap of Faith
Axios, Upper Midgard
14 Ianuarius 652
The ten new Summoned had been led down to a chamber beneath the Pool of Sanctuary. They were made to stand in the center of the chamber while Priests representing each of the Twelve took up positions around them. Each Priest carried a velvet pillow in scarlet, blue or purple trimmed with gold and silver. Resting on each pillow was a large crystal shard.
Between the explanation given to them by the Guild representative and what Pawel and Zofiya told them last night, Arjun was confident that he knew what to expect. All that he needed to do was make the pick that would give him the greatest advantage. Yesterday's brush with death made his weakness all too clear. He needed to be stronger, and the more he thought about it, the less he was concerned over how he achieved it. Some son of the 'Blessed' Ramachandra he was.
"Close your eyes," one of the Priests said.
"Turn the mind's eye inward," another added.
"Look to your heart," yet another said.
"There you will find your Patron..."
"Waiting to lead you to him..."
"Waiting to lead you to her..."
"Waiting to guide you..."
"To mold you..."
"And shape you..."
"Refuse not the proffered hand."
"Refuse not the gods' favor."
"You are his child..."
"...her child..."
"Be welcomed into the father's embrace..."
"...the mother's embrace..."
"...and accept your place in the kingdom..."
"...as a beloved son..."
"...as a beloved daughter..."
"Tarry not..."
"Hasten not..."
"Make your choice in the time of the gods' appointing."
"Choose..."
"Choose..."
"Choose..."
Arjun was not expecting anything to change by it, but he tried closing his eyes. He had not yet fully committed to his choice yet, so maybe it would help him focus. However, once his eyes were closed, his mind was filled with all manner of thoughts, of things he had seen, and things he had heard. So much had happened in so little time. It was more than he could deal with.
It very much felt like he might drown in this sea of distractions, but in a single motion, it was all swept away, blotted out, leaving him adrift in the darkness.
And it was then that Arjun felt it, a pale hand gently caressing his cheek. He opened his eyes, or at least he thought he did, but there was nothing but the darkness and the thin, chalk-white arm reaching out to him.
A whispering voice spoke from the darkness, saying, "Son of he who was beloved of my brother, I have been waiting for you. I thought you were lost to me, but the World has answered my prayer and brought you back."
"Who are you?" Arjun asked.
"Know you nothing of us?" the voice asked. "I am Nyxia, the Mother Night."
The hand withdrew, disappearing into the swirling black, but no sooner had it gone than two arms appeared to embrace Arjun from behind.
The voice whispered into his ear, "To you I will be a mother..."
He felt a body press against him and it certainly had a mother's softness. Indeed, it was a softness he thought might swallow him up, but then it vanished. In its place, two small hands appeared to take hold of his own hands.
The voice now sounded like a little girl yet still with the same distinct whispery tone.
"To you I will be a sister..."
One hand withdrew while one that remained gripped Arjun's hand more firmly, growing to about the same size as his hand. He could feel the presence of the owner of the voice in the darkness standing next to him, lined up shoulder to shoulder as an equal.
The voice grew as well, sounding closer to someone his own age as it said, "To you I will be a friend..."
The hand had grown a little more, the fingers burying themselves in Arjun's grip and interlocking with his fingers. He could feel his body leaning backward. The darkness parted and a face appeared, or rather part of a face. He could not see the eyes, just the nose and mouth and the line of the jaw. The thin lips turned black as they parted for the voice to speak once more.
"To you I will be a lover."
The face drew closer and those black lips were pressed against Arjun's. He had never been kissed before, not like this. He did not know what to think of it. He did not know how to feel about it. In fact, he barely had the time to process what had happened when the swirling darkness rushed over him and he found himself standing once more in the chamber underneath the Great Temple. He was standing before the Priest in black robes with his hand touching a crystal filled with the same swirling darkness that had been all around him.
Inky tears were streaking from the Priest's eyes and his hands shook as he moaned, "Ah... ah..."
It was then that Arjun felt the eyes on him and he saw that all the other Priests were not looking at the children touching their crystals but rather at him. He hastily pulled his hand away and the darkness within faded.
The Priest in black robes looked like he was struggling to remain on his feet.
Panting, he said the Arjun in a low voice, "Young man, come to the Chapel of Nyxia after this."
Arjun said nothing. He was still trying to understand what had happened, but he was not given any time to think before the Priests began speaking again.
"You have chosen..."
"You have been chosen..."
"Welcome, brothers..."
"Welcome, sisters..."
"May the Twelve guide your steps."
"May the Twelve guide the work of your hands..."
"...the words of your lips..."
"...your innermost thoughts..."
"May you walk with your Patron..."
"May your Patron walk with you..."
"And reject not your Patron's grace..."
"Lest you also be rejected."
And with that, the Priests filed out of the chamber, leaving only the children and the Guild representative. The children exchanged awkward glances, all of them at a loss for words at the moment. The uncomfortable silence was not left for long before the Guild representative clapped his hands and said, "Shall we be going?"
The children were then led out of the chamber and back up to the main rotunda. Pawel and Zofiya were there waiting for them. Pawel was looking ill at ease and Zofiya seemed to be in a bad mood. It probably had something to do with what they were talking about last night, but Arjun had not really understood what he heard. They were fighting about something and Zofiya was crying. Arjun may not have been quite as attached to Zofiya as Fedor was, but the fact that Pawel made her cry roiled in his gut a little. It was a good thing Fedor was fast asleep or he might have barged right in. Arjun may not have known exactly what was going on, but he was pretty sure it was nothing for children to be intruding on.
"How'd it go?" Pawel asked as Arjun, Fedor and Zsuzsanna split off from the others to go to him and Zofiya.
"I got Denaan!" Fedor said excitedly.
"The same as me," Zofiya replied.
Arjun tried not to roll his eyes. Of course he picked the same Patron as Zofiya.
"I chose Genaan," Zsuzsanna said.
"Same as Mama Junka," Pawel said. He then looked to Arjun and asked him, "How about you, kid? Did you go with Thoros to round out the set?"
Arjun averted his eyes. He would feel guilty about choosing the Goddess of Darkness even without having heard about his father, 'the Blessed Ramachandra'. Could he even say that he picked her? It seemed more like she picked him. Was that how it worked for everyone else? How was he even supposed to bring it up? What if they thought he was weird? What if they thought he was crazy? What if they thought something even worse than that?
Pawel picked up on his reluctance and asked, "What? Did you pick 'none of the above'? That's fine too. If you're not plannin' on dabblin' in magic, it won't hurt nothin'."
"Nyxia..." Arjun muttered.
"What was that?" Pawel asked.
"I got Nyxia," Arjun said, still keeping his voice low.
"Oh, you went with Nyxia," Pawel said, as if the decision mas no more significant than picking peas over carrots as the vegetable for your meal. "Well, that makes sense. She's prolly the best choice for a Thief. She'll keep you hidden in the shadows an' she gives you a boost to Knife proficiency. It's a pretty good deal."
Arjun was not expecting this reaction to say the least.
"You... you're not upset?"
Pawel looked confused.
"Upset? Why would I be upset?"
"Isn't Nyxia bad?"
Pawel rested his hand on Arjun's shoulder and told him, "Look, cartoons may've taught you 'dark equals bad', but it's not that simple. The Twelve have their nice side an' their not so nice side, but good an' evil don't really apply to them. They just are." He then crouched down, speaking barely above a whisper, and said, "I'll upset people if I say it too loud 'round here, but there are plenty of folks who don't believe the Twelve even exist. They're just labels we put on the powers we're tappin' into."
Arjun thought about what he had seen in the swirling darkness, what he had felt. That was more than just a label, but maybe it was all in his head.
"The Priest..." Arjun said. "He... he told me to come to the chapel."
Pawel furrowed his brow a bit when he heard this and said, "I've never heard of anyone bein' called to the chapel after pickin' their Patron. You wanna go?"
Arjun shook his head.
"Well," Pawel said, "I'd tell you to ignore 'em, but it might come back to bite us in the ass. How 'bout I go with ya?" He then turned to Zofiya and said, "Zosia, can you take Zsazsa and Fedya back to Guild Hall? We'll meet up with you when we're done."
"I don't like this, Pawel," Zofiya said.
"I don't like it either," Pawel replied. "It's why I'm goin' with him."
"But the Cult of Nyxia—"
"Has got its crazies just like any of the others. At least the Nyxians aren't gonna put flowers in their hair and dance naked in the meadows."
"We don't dance naked in the meadows."
"Like I said, I'm gonna be there with him. If it gets dicey, I'll get him out safe."
"Just be careful."
"You know me."
"Yes, I do. Be careful."
Pawel put his arm around Arjun's shoulder and said, "C'mon, kid. Let's go."
The two of them then made their way to the Chapel of Nyxia. Despite Pawel's reassurances to Arjun that Nyxia was not evil, he could not help being creeped out as the whitewashed walls gave way to inky black and the light of the sun was blotted out with only the eerie pale blue flame of a precious few candles as a concession to those who were not so sure-footed in the Mother Night's embrace. Pawel would glance at Arjun occasionally to see how he was holding up. He was doing his best to put on a brave face, but he was pretty sure he was not doing a very good job of hiding his fear.
They were not a church-going family, but Arjun had been to the cathedral in Przemyśl on a school trip once, and the chapel reminded him of that a little bit, but the walls, the floor, and the furnishings were all black with probably no more than twenty candles positioned throughout the place to give just enough light to see what was what. There were quite a few Clerics milling about, including the Priest from earlier. Most of them wore blindfolds, as if it were not dark enough already. Either Nyxia did not like half-measures, or else they were that eager to try to show off how dedicated they were to the darkness.
"Who are you?" the Priest demanded of Pawel. "What are you doing here?"
"I'm his guardian," Pawel said.
"There are no guardians here."
"There is now. You said you were wantin' to have words with the kid?"
"You cannot be here," the Priest said. "You were not summoned. Only the Faithful to Our Lady—"
"Our Lady permits it," a woman's voice said.
It was a woman standing near the altar. Judging from how she was dressed, she was a higher rank than the Priest. She had one of those pope hats—mitres, Arjun was pretty sure they were called—and rather than a blindfold, she had a black veil hanging down from her mitre. It was two-layered, a thin gauzy outer layer to cover her face and a thicker inner layer that only concealed her eyes down to the tip of her nose. It was hard to see, between the veil and the dim light, but Arjun guessed that she was maybe about fifty or so, like his teacher at school. She descended from where she was standing and approached Pawel and Arjun.
"The chick needs his parent until he is ready to leave the nest," she said. "If I may..."
She removed one of her gloves to reveal a withered, gnarled hand. Arjun naturally recoiled as she reached out to touch his cheek.
"Forgive me," she said, "but years ago I took on a curse and though Our Lady spared the life of her servant, I was left with this as a reminder. It may be unpleasant, but no harm will come to you, I assure you."
Pawel patted Arjun on the back as a way of telling him to bear it. When the woman touched Arjun, she drew in a sharp breath through her nostrils.
"Oh... Oh my..." she gasped.
She gingerly withdrew her hand and gave herself a moment to steady her breathing.
"You have found favor with Our Lady, young one," she said. "I have never seen the like. All my life I have dedicated myself in devotion to Our Lady and at most she would only speak to me in whispers. But now, I heard her more clearly than I ever have, than anyone has, I daresay. 'He is mine,' she said."
"An' what does that mean?" Pawel asked.
"He... is not like the others, is he? He was born here."
"Born here, yes, but raised back in our world."
The woman cocked her head.
"How can that be?"
"He's the son of Ramachandra an' Soraya of the White Lions. After they fell fightin' in Helheim, we paid for our way back, me, two companions, him, an' two other kids of companions who didn't make it."
"The Blessed Ramachandra..." the woman said as she drew in a slow breath. "The White Lions..."
"You know of him?"
"There are no Adventurers who lived in those days who do not know of the Blessed Ramachandra. I remember you now. Your name is Pawel."
"How do you know me?"
"I should ask how you do not know me," the woman replied. "I was there that day. When you were recalled to the Temple, I treated one of your companions, Jean."
"Jeanbo? How is he? Do you know?"
"Alive to this day. Retired from adventuring, of course."
The woman managed a faint smile, the kind that you make when you have squeezed a single drop of sweetness from a rotted fruit.
"I cannot help but feel the hand of the Twelve in all this," she said. "The Blessed Ramachandra came closer than anyone in over a hundred years to becoming the Brave. Now his son has been returned to the World and uniquely touched by Our Lady. He could be the one, you know, or very near to it."
"I don't need anyone fillin' his head with ideas of chosen ones an' all that nonsense," Pawel said. "I just mean to teach him what he needs to survive."
"Then you will want to make the most of Our Lady's gift. What Job is he?"
"Thief."
"A good match," the woman said with an appreciative nod. "If you are going to oversee his training, I advise you to have him cross-rate to Cleric when the time comes. During his temple service, we can teach him more about the mysteries of the Mother Night."
"That'll be for him to decide."
"You must not spurn Our Lady's favor," the woman warned. "Do not turn her love to hatred."
"I'm not lookin' to get on anyone's bad side."
"See that you do not, Pawel," she said. She leaned in close and whispered, "I can feel Our Lady's touch on you as well. Dark thoughts, dark deeds..."
Pawel seemed to recoil a little when he heard this.
"Do well by Our Lady and you may join in her favor," the woman continued. "Never forget that we are the flock for your little black sheep. See that he finds his way back to us."
"I'll keep it in mind."
The woman stepped back and said, "Do so." She then looked to Arjun and said, "May Our Lady ever be with you, Arjun, son of Ramachandra. May you fear no shadow nor dark of night, for the Mother Night knows her own."
Pawel gave the woman a curt bow, guiding down Arjun's head so that he did the same, then turned and left. Once they were out of the sanctum, Pawel asked Arjun, "You alright, kid?"
"What am I supposed to think about all this?" Arjun asked in turn.
"Don't ask me."
"What did she mean by temple service?"
"Clerics who wanna be acknowledged by their Cult have to go serve in the temple, somethin' like a month out of the year. You can ask Mama Zosia 'bout it later."
"What if I don't want to do that?"
"Then don't do it. I don't imagine you're lookin' to be the next Archbishop of the Nyxians, but if you're a Cleric not doing temple service an' such, you can't expect the Cult to help you."
"I don't want their help and I don't want to be a Cleric."
"Then I guess you got your answer."
"But won't those people come after me?"
"They might pester you, but if they really believe what they're sayin' 'bout you bein' Nyxia's little favorite, they're gonna be damn careful with how they handle you."
Arjun frowned and said, "I don't like this."
"I don't imagine you would," Pawel replied "but I'm not gonna let them do anythin' to you long as I'm around, alright?"
Arjun nodded glumly. He did not doubt Pawel could hold his own against anyone in Nyxia's Cult, but what could he do against the Mother Night herself and whatever her intentions for Arjun were?